03:12AM
June 20, 2008
i spent my first evening of holidays with few of my favourite people and it was really lovely. now they’ve all just left i am reflecting/refreshing myself at this fresh hour of the day.
it’s such a human thing.
last weekend i occasionally felt the devil of temptation but i socialised with my books instead of going out; i just craved the freedom of my friends that had no exams. but, as this week came close to an end i started feeling something different;
screw going out shit. i just want to spend days at home or somewhere where i’ll only do some form of artistic activity from AM till PM then again till AM. i think i will feel deeply good in some way then, and that is what i crave now. i’m going to waste less time hanging around and about engaging in pointless converstaions with half dozen of directionless people.
it feels good that now i can wake up and think ‘what do i want to do today?’ and not ‘what do i need to do today?’ for a change.
